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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

"In the name of God, the Merciful, the Compassionate"


Welcome to the page that I would never imagine would exist until this very moment. I still remembered the vivid memories and told myself that I would like to do a blog once I was all grown up. Here I am starting a whole new journey in the early age of my twenties. 

First and foremost, I would like to thank the people who encourage me and support me to this point, and no words couldn't describe how I feel towards the love that you guys have given me, - you guys know who you are. To my mother, the one who has always been my inspiration in writing and the first one who introduced me to the other world of literature, I am not the person I am today without you. I pray nothing but for your good health, and I hope I have made you proud even in every little achievement that I made. As for my father, the one who barely talks and expresses his feelings with me, I hope you knew that I saw your struggle and all of your sacrifices for our family, and I want to make a confession that I have read all of the journals that you wrote when you were in recovery. I hope nothing but may Allah always protect you and bless you with good health and wealth.

To all the readers, welcome to the beginning of my journey, I hope everything that I shared here will be something that you can learn from, either bad or good. I am going to share my personal experience on something and random thoughts/ opinions on this platform and hopefully along through it, I manage to see something beyond my perspective from your perception and thought that you guys will share in the comment section too. إِنْ شَاءَ ٱللَّٰهُ, If God Wills,  I will take every good comment as motivation and as for the bad one, I will take it as a reflection for me to be a better and do better in everything that I will do.


Please look forward to it and together, let's find the purpose of living. Here's to the beginning of the journey. 


Yours truly, 

Maizatul a.k.a Stigmai 

 




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